holla if you hear me

Deleting someone off every social media to eliminate the chance of contact/conversation/confrontation-deleting a contact to avoid drunk texts exposing sober feelings. Applauding yourself for your bravery, self respect and independence-"sooo over it" only to find yourself driving by their house 3 times a day to see who's car is in the drive way- a honk and smile, a shout and a finger-stuck straight out the window and high in the air- well how does this show you don't care?